It has been 9 days since my final treatment was complete. I made it through 12 treatments!!! I am very blessed because I never once got a cold, or the flu, while I was going through chemotherapy. Thank God! I feel so much better now, just knowing I don’t have to go back in. It will take some time for my symptoms to reside and for me to get my energy back, but this time I feel as if I am actually recovering and not dying! It really did feel like they were going to poison me to death. I have always avoided medication and like to go the nutritional route, so this was definitely tough for me….as it would be for anyone!
This whole process has been a big eye opener on how hard it is to eat right in this country. I’ve found that I have no idea where I can go out to eat and be assured that I can eat healthy. There is so much hidden sugar and bad oils in our food, that even salads can be unhealthy. Then there are pesticides, growth hormones, antibiotics and Mercury to worry about! I plan on doing what I can to avoid obvious “bad stuff.” Then I figure I’ll continue to say Grace before I eat so that God can protect me from the rest. Even before my colon cancer diagnosis, I would think about how absurd it is when you buy something from McDonald’s (or any other fast food joint) and then ask God to bless it to your body. I would think to myself, “Yah right….like any of this meal would be a blessing to my body!” Ha! Ha! Now I have given those places up completely….but I still have a husband and 3 kids that are not ready to say good-bye to fast food forever. It’s hard being a mom! When my family found out I was no longer eating red meat, they started going on a “red meat eating frenzy,” as if they were worried that I was soon going to take it away from them forever. For my family, I still believe in letting them eat “everything in moderation,” but I also feel like they should only eat free-range beef and chicken. Is there such a thing as free range beef? I haven’t even begun to investigate what organic beef would cost or where I could buy it. I am so used to buying meat on sale, or at Costco, so it’s easier just to not buy it at all….Then here is my daughter, Katrina, who has a love for animals and now wants to be a vegetarian after she was forced to watch “Food, Inc.” in her English class. That is all I needed! That child would never get enough protein if she gave up eating animals altogether! She is my child that is most obsessed with junk food. It is not good at all when the school system takes away your rights to make decisions for your own children….and then they brainwash them into thinking that the Media and Hollywood are trustworthy sources?
After I came across this website, I realized that it is not necessary to worry about the mercury levels in fish. The benefits completely outweigh any alleged risk. If you think about it, the food in the ocean is probably much less contaminated than our food on land. So if I’m afraid to eat fish, then I’d better not eat anything that the FDA has allowed to be contaminated. I’d simply starve to death! Check out this website: http://www.mercuryfacts.org/?gclid=CNKT6OzB2Z8CFQtfagodNHPZGg
Well, I am going back to work in 2 weeks. I am only watching 2 children for now. They are a set of sisters that I had before I took my medical leave, and their family is friends of ours, so I am slowly easing my way back into a work routine. It will be nice to get back to a normal life and to feel healthy again. I’ve been feeling sick for the last 14 months, so it’s hard to remember what it feels like to have energy and to feel young. I’ll still be working long hours, and then I have 3 of my own to care for, so I won’t have a lot of extra time for myself. With the time I do have, I must take time to exercise regularly….as soon as the tingling sensation in my feet resides. That should give me more energy as well.
I will be going in for a CT Scan in a few more weeks. Then, a week later, I will discuss the results with my oncologist. The good news is that after my colon surgery, they could not find any trace of cancer in my body (based on the CT, MRI & blood work). The reason I had chemotherapy is because it had hit 2 of my lymph nodes. Those nodes were removed, along with 39 other “clean nodes,” so the chemo was for preventative measures; just in case there was cancer at a microscopic level. So, I am not expecting them to find anything after 6 months of chemotherapy. They will watch me closely for the next 5 years. I will do anything I can to avoid a second round of chemotherapy! I don’t want to stress too much about what to eat, but at the same time, I plan to use nutrition, exercise, and lots of prayer, to maintain my health…..the same goes for the rest of my family!!! I have a God-given right to keep a lot of junk food away from my children. After all, they need to eat like they are genetically at risk for colon cancer….The battle has just begun….









